Hello Peepz =)

Today's post is all new. Yeah, so let me begin. Yesterday i called one of my secondary school friend who was once upon a time a very close of friend of mine in school. Even though we are not that close now anymore due to our different lifestyle, i have always regard her as my friend. Till recently i did not hear from her so i knew she must be busy but nevertherless, i recalled calling her a few times last year when i did not hear from her and her reply to me would be. "im busy, i cannot talk now, bye" Well, this was not the first time i remember her telling me this reply. Its been like countless times. Rude or not, you decide.

Back to story, yesterday i gave a call again, like after a year or so i guess. This time round same reply or even worse i would say. It went like this and i don't mind sharing it as i need to tell what kind of souls i have met during this journey of my life. SO anyway, lets me name this person as "she" and here is how the conversation went:

saras: hello, how are you?
she: hello, hello, who is that?
saras: hey, its me saras here, forgetten already ar?
she: Ooooooooo. saras arh.
saras: how are you? long time no hear. Are you busy right now?
she: i am fine and i am a bit busy.
saras: okay, i shall call you back another day alright?
she: eh eh, i think you call me also no use, i am very busy with singapore and malaysia.
saras: huh? singapore and malaysia? what happen?
she: i am very busy with my boyfriend. i always with him in and out of malaysia. He is from Malaysia so most of the time i am with him. You call me also no use. I won't be free.
Saras: Oh i see, ok lah, nevermind. SO anyway you take care. Hear from you some other time. ( i wonder if ever there were any more some other time)

-hang up-

She doesn't even call me but imagine to get such reply when you call them after so long?

What more shall i say? The decision is yours. I am tired of calling friends, asking if they are alright when they aren't even bothered about whether or not you are alive or dead, waste my sms to text them and send my regards when they can't be bothered to waste their sms on you. In the world, everyone is busy but it all depends on you on how you want to spend your time. SO its best i keep silent and keep running away as i have became a stranger to a few of them. Just let them be for all i care. I am gonna act like i am blind if i saw the so called once-friends-now-strangers anywhere.

Thank god, apart from those few, i am blessed with a handful of nice, kind friends. Needless to say those who make my day are friends like, Meena-Hasina-Aini-Darlene Char-Val and a few others.

Thats all for now, till we meet again. -Pissed-

It had come to a certain point that i have realised

i dunt need certain people, the bullshit and

the drama they bring. i am not a beggar

to beg for their friendship.

Labels: friends