On this day 1 year back.... -Im missing you each day-

Thursday, March 15, 2007

15.03.2006 - 15.03.2007

Its exactly a year today. On this day last year i was so happy to see you and so were you. The laughter, the spreech and everything was so great. We just couldn't bear to part but this day today I got remembered of you and I just hate you even more each day. Never wanna see you or hear from you. You should know why. You messed up everything and even had the courage to LIE to me. You know I hate that but why did you???? I know you can't answer me. You betrayed my trust and everything. Remembering the good golden days spend together makes me pounder and sumtimes I ask myself, if only we didnt know each other? if only we didnt meet 9 years back. Next year will be the 10th of friendship or whatever relationship you assumed. To me I will take it that we were just friends and nothing came in between and pretend like nothing happened. I wunt blame you for whatever happened cuz it was not your decision either but despite knowing, why did you all that while pretend like nothing is going to go wrong? if you had told me earlier, I would have prevented it from happening and wish you all the best with your future "whoever" or "plans". Anyway, the day you left for your journey back, is the day i told myself "its over", i dun't wish to know anything else that happened. I was depressed, I was down for days but after that, I pick myself up and ask, is it worth? I knew that things were going to change after your return and yes it is exactly what i thought, everything changed drastically. I don't wish to reply to your calls or sms-es so stop bothering to do so. And if you are waiting for my call or sms, the day will not come anytime soon. Anyway, I hope you are enjoying life and doing good with your work and all. The time we spend, your words and all the ups and downs we had I will cherished it alot.

I really miss you alot... but never will I wanna see you again...

Just drifting away... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

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